Saturday, January 31, 2009 ; 1:53 AM
My tagboard is monotonously dead. Can you flood it?
Few days back = BOREDOM. Hahhh. Rott-ed at home. I'm lucky that my PSP is still by my side to accompany me. Hehhh.
Today's jamming is the most deafening session ever. Bass sounded sucky. Guitars were loud and sharp. Cymbals... Errr. #$%$%^&%&*!!! As if my ear hole are pierced. -.-! And we had little time to jamm. Hahhh. Sucked. Nevermind laa. Just try our luck for Sunday. Hmmms. The problem now, is that I don't have a freaking bass for Sunday! Hahahahaa. Bitch. Actually I've rented a bass. But it cost $60 for a day? Whoaa. But I'm only using it for only 30 mins! Hahhh. Syaheed was true. 'It's not worth it.' Now I'm frantic than ever to search for people who can lend me their bass guitar. Never mind. Chillax. I'll report about the atmosphere on Sunday. Blahh~
Labels: I need a freakin bass.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 ; 11:04 PM
MUSE is the coolest band. Trust me.
I have to make my decision soon man. Seriously. I can't stand keeping my hair grow every second. Why? Cause I can't figure out on which hairstyle is the most appropriate for me. Shitt. The longer it grows, the more harder the style will stay. As in it won't get flat easily. And its thickening. Very sickening. I won't hesitate to go bald or G.I. hairstyle man. And it's gonna be my first time. It's just a matter of time. Maybe I'll cut it around March.
Watching an Indonesian drama here and I'm getting irritated with their scenes. All of the other dramas too. They are all kinda draggg. Every drama has almost the same synopsis. You see, a character of a mum will be the evil bitch and the son or the daughter will fall in love with the opposite gender of course, who has a poor family. There comes another character who's so egoistic and tryna destroy the family. Whichever family in that story. Pardon my description. And the director will try his best to make audiences curse any of the evil character. Especially the mommy. Urghh. Such a drag. Now, I'm tryna find replacements to these kinda shows. Maybe I should still watch Indonesian drama but more to the kiddy dramas. They're better. Ohhh, and AGNES MONICA is so damn gorgeous. How I wish she could sing to me every single day. Hehh. It's just my wild imagination. ;)
Labels: Agnes Monica.
; 12:31 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009 ; 8:58 PM
I think I'm gonna get my first SUNBURN.
Okay, let's divide this post into two days; Friday and last weekend.
Friday...
Jamming was damn awesome. Seriously. Everything went smooth and had some 'slacking' time in the studio. As in we took a break from our rehearsal. But still, I'm trying my best to hit the notes perfectly. That wasn't the only thing. I got to hold the sticks and hit the drums! Yeahh. \m/ Re-live the nostalgic times when I used to play drums. Cool Shit. Played BAT COUNTRY followed by BEAST AND THE HARLOT. And it's back to back guys. How's that? Cool. I hope the off-beats are not obvious. Hehhe. Then got to sing Plug in Baby WITHOUT the bass. Ridwan was on the bass. Then sang Face Down. Cried my lungs during the 'screamo' part. Pfffft! No, it's true. But I think I blew it off. Hahhaa! And now my right wrist is hurt. Why? Too much of air drums at home, dreaming that I could touch on the drums again. Muahahaha.
As for Saturday, picnic at East Coast. Stayed overnight there. Went there at 10 in the morning and can't withstand the scorching heat. The tents are all over the open space, that's the reason why. I think people who conquered their tents under the trees must be laughing at us. Barbecue-d in the evening where the rest meet up with us. Didn't slept the whole night. Went 'adventuring'. Hmph. Was frustrated when I can't get to see 'makhluk halus' when the rest got to see it. But they roughly saw it laa. Went back. Slacked for a moment, then went again. 4 of us. This time round. We sat under a tree where there's a bench. Let me describe the tree. Thick stem, looked like small stem sticked together actually. Hair-like I don't know what flowing down from branches. And I don't dare to look up. Sat for just 10 mins. Then went off. Shared each other of what they felt. Back to camp. Boredom. Then, good morning. Catched sunrise. Yepp. I didn't sleep at all. Sigh. Swim, games, eat. Home. The next thing was my damn bed! 6 pm on Sunday, 11 in the next morning. :D PEACE!
Labels: Not satisfied with my blog skin.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ; 12:43 AM
Finally I've finalised selecting my fucking blogskin.
Whoa. My heart's beating again. Finally, she went 'online' just now. Was strucked for a moment. Hehhe. Kinda miss her laa. But never fails to experience some small setbacks. I think she's avoiding me sometimes. I don't know. Maybe it's just me. Or maybe it's the truth. I'm seriously clueless. Cause' once she told me that she's ATTACHED. Awww. But somehow I feel like she's lying. Her tone goes like, "wait a minute. who say that i'm attached?" Me: "So you're not?" Then suddenly she said that she is. Hmmms. Nevermind. I still think that she's not. Other than that, she always give excuses like homeworks and stuff. Well, I hope she's really studying. "O" Levels mahh. But I see that she's damn busy like hell. Juggling CCAs. And I can't get 'closer' to her. You know what I mean. And I'm not a STALKER you idiotic fool. Alright, chillax~
I'm getting fed up with my PSP. Seriously. It's really getting on my nerves. I was playing soccer matches when it suddenly went blank. And you PSP got lucky that I didn't throw you man. Blardy shit. Nevermind, I still sayang you laa. Be nice next time okay? I've found my solution to it. Turning on the 'Autosave' mode. Hehee! I don't care if I lose or win. Pfft. Whatever seriously.
Labels: Heart's beating again. for the moment...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009 ; 12:42 AM
Chewing on bubble gummy~
Every single day is a boring day. Do you know that? Hahhh. Nowadays, I'm sitting at home, feeling PARANOID. What to do. Cannot do anything laa. I wanna go out and work, but parents have BANNED me. Yeah. That's the word. And it's because of my "O" Levels result. Urgh. Nevermind, Choices have Consequences. So this is my consequence. Hmph. Now I'm stuck at home. I really wanna go to school man. At least there's something to do. But staying at home and watching the time flies is really dreadful. Going out won't be a solution. Why? MONEY. Yeah. It's hard for me to be thrifty. Although there's some notes in my wallet, still, I have to save it for rainy days. Hmmms. I just can't wait to apply as Private "O" Candidate. So I can start studying again. And with DETERMINATION. Fuhhh. Cocky shit. But I'll promise I will.
Hmmms. I don't know whether I'm jealous or not. But it seems that some of my friends are really as LUCKY as BASTARDS. One of my friend told me that there's a lady who's interested in him. He claimed that she's all over him, which is true. And communicating with him using bombastic words. You know who you are if you're reading this you lucky bastard. And another friend, he found out that this lady he's having a crush on likes him too. Whoa, and that lady is rated 8/10 for me. Good enough. Sigh. Wondering when will those similar situations fall on me. Well, not as similar laa. Just hoping for an ounce of attraction though. Maybe, I am jealous with their situations, just that I don't wanna admit. Have I?
Monday, January 19, 2009 ; 12:27 AM
Boredom and restlessness.
Happened today:
1. Went jamming as usual.
2. Thinks that 1st Feb is getting closer.
3. Lepak-ed with mates: Syaheed, Rashidin, Mundzir.
4. Harsh jokes. (physically)
5. Home. CHILL~
I don't know why I wanna post the lyric of this song. Maybe it's for fun. But it's a cool song. So random. Bleah~
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
Pushing us into self destruction
Pushing us into self destruction
And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams
Trying to please you for too long
Trying to please you for too long
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow
Visions of greed you wallow
And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And pushing us into self destruction
And pushing us into self destruction
And they make me
Make me dream your dreams
And they make me
Make me scream your screams
SHOW BIZ - MUSE
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ; 1:48 AM
Facing life like a real man.
Life's full of challenges huh? Yeah, its really starting to get challenging for me. I have problems wondering about what my future lies ahead and parents to hypnotize. Yepp. HYPNOTIZE. Or 'Psycho'. Whatever it is. Actual story was: Mum and I went to my school to reapply back to school as I've made a decision to re-sit for my 'O' Levels again. Can't allow to get in, just because I was on my slippers. hahh. Whatever laa. Mom went in. Don't know what they were up to. She came out and suddenly told me to make a decision to select courses in ITE?! What the hell? No way. That 2 fucking bastards, which is the principal and my form teacher has poisoned my mum's mind. Arrghhhh! Shit! She's forcing me to get into Aerospace in Yishun Campus? NO WAAAAYYY! School of Hanyut. Urgh. Now I'm having probs slow-talking my mum.
I was really broken up when she asked me: Have you made your decision? So i said: Retaking 'O' Levels. She said: Okay fine. All the fees and expenses your gonna pay it YOURSELF. then she went off for work. My heart was ripped off for a moment. Seriously. It really hit me hard. My dad was already off-communication with me. So we didn't talk at all since the day I got my results. According to mum, he's really disappointed with my results. Now I understand how disappointing for a son destroying all hopes of a parent. Being the black sheep of the family. Not a good role model for my siblings. Its really sad. I know, mum and dad. But, I just need a single chance and a year to put me back on track. I know the fees and expenses are gonna be expensive. I don't know. Now, my parents are not suspending me from working. Tsk. Darns. Well, I guess this is the real life man. Challenges are coming up and fast. And it's time to face it like a real man. This is it. I seriously am clueless what's gonna happen next. Ohh God. Help me please...
Labels: Facing life like a real man.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ; 10:43 PM
ERMA is her name huh. Hmmms.
Okay everyone this is it. The 'O' Level results. 32 points. Yeah, I know. Thats bad. And people have been sms-ing or calling me on that day. Yeah, I appreciate your concern and what-so-ever laa. But its really annoying. Calls after calls. Messages popped up every single fucking minute. Whatever, seriously. Ohh, and its not because i'm embarrassed or what, cause even if i get good grades and low points, i won't be going around telling about my points.
Felt bad about my results of course. I didn't know about the rest of my mates. I hope you guys have better grades than me. And having a whole load of courses up for you guys. Hmmms. Most probably I'll have to re-take my 'O' levels again and I think thats my only solution. Hopefully its the best. Check out my grades...
Eng: 8
Maths:8
Combined Science: 8
Combined Humans: 8
D&t: Surprisingly, 5. Was expecting 2 or 1. *shrugs*
MT: 3
Yeah, I know it's SHOCKING or whatever shit laa. pfft. First 4 subjects tells you the whole story. No engineering courses. Even course-metic won't take me I guess. Tomorrow I'll try to apply back to WRSS just to re-sit for my 'O's AGAIN. Hopefully, Mrs Kok will the 2nd chance. Haii. Cause, she's one hell of a principal. Darns.
But still, I'm still clueless what future lies ahead. I'll just promise myself not to fall again if there's a chance for me. And finally, I really learned my lesson well after receiving this *negatively insulting word here* results.
"You'll learn your lesson, BUT FIRST YOU'LL FALL."
Labels: ERMA is her name.
Monday, January 5, 2009 ; 7:47 PM
Felt motivated for gym visits.
This thing happens all the time. Throughout the day, there must be something that I wanna reflect in this damn blog. Its like: okay, im gonna share this shit in my blog. Plus my excited-ness too. But when i've logged on into this page, then the topic will be erased. And I'll forget every single thing of it. Feels like shit. Ahhh whatever laaa. I need to chill. So, blahhh~
"I wish you, would miss me. The way that I missed youuuu!"
Labels: Felt motivated for gym visits.
; 12:17 AM
"THIS IDIOT IS LOVESICK."
Sat. Morning got soccer match. Against don't know what team. Danial's friend I guess. Won 5-2. Home to rest. Around 4, went to Orchard with Alil, Muhsin, Wan, Zhap and Azri. Took some walk here and there. Wisma to Heeren. Heeren to Far East. End to End. Then went to Esplanade. Watched a performance. Band: Raindrops? By The Waterfront whatever laa. 11 went home. Bed.
Sun. Went jamming. As usual, mates are awesome. Finished jamm, went to Civic Centre. Chillax there. Rashydin and Lynn went to catch Twilight at 7. Mund went home to pray and came back. The couples returned after the movie too. Jokes till 10. Then, home. Now slacking...
*Lazy to describe in detail. Tired + boredom = ...
Labels: "THIS IDIOT IS LOVESICK."
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ; 10:32 PM
Missing someone AGAIN.
Looked forward for a fresh new day. Planned to meet Syafiqah and chillax with her. But then she didn't called or messaged. Woke up around 1 in the afternoon. Household chores and got ready. Yepp. HOUSEHOLD CHORES. Tryna start the day right. pffft. Whatever. Met TOV members by the Woodlands Town Garden Lake for an 'acoustic session.' Had stomach cramps due to too much of laughter. Entertainer: Syaheed and Mundzir. They got into the 'PELEPAH BRAWL' and end up Mundzir had some cut in his finger. HAHAHHAA!
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Then we went to accompany Mundzir to have his haircut. As usual, Syaheed, with his stupid jokes. AHHAAHA! Anak dier kua conferm dahh besar cam dier nye. Mr Joker btol. Hahhh. Mundzir looked like a school boy after his haircut. Went Causeway Point and KFC for a Zinger Meal. Headed to Civic and lepak-ed. Chill till about 9+, then blahhh. Bought Ramly Burger with Din, then home. And, now...
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MISSING SOMEONE, BADLY... :(
Labels: Missing someone AGAIN.
; 2:11 AM
Happy New Year -.-
Happy 09' everyone! Hahhaaa. Its a new year. Hmmms. Looking forward for a better change I hope. What a boring day today. Haii. I 'ground' myself not to go out. Cause I don't wish to disappoint my parents again although they didn't knew anything about the other day. Suspected, YES. But not the whole thing. Sat home and rot, throughout the whole day with activities like watching teevee, sitting in front of this damn comp and have meals. Pathetic isn't it? Was looking forward for a different countdown moments but it turns out to be the same this year. Darn. Azirwan, asked if I could join he, Yani and Khalid out. Too bad, I HAVE to reject it. Hope you guys had your fun. *Roll eyes*
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I just hope my new years fucking resolution will be on my side.
-Hope for a successful results for 'O' levels.
-Be a good son.
-Study hard.
-New wardrobe and appearance.
-Speak more english. DON'T LAUGH.
-SOCIALIZE more. *cheeky eyebrow raises.*
-Stop being an EGO FUCKER.
-No grudges on anyone. (If any, just fuck it.)
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That's not all. I just can't think of more resolutions for now. and I think that resolutions are all crap. Serious. You'll remember it for a few days and then those words that you've promised for a change will fade. Objections?
Labels: Happy New Year. -.-
