Posted to: Ngee Ann Poly. Electrical Engineering.

I wanna appeal. But I dont know which engineering course that I'm interested in. The best way is through common engineering. And thats in SP. So I can gauge my abilities and interest. And now I'm really lost. Somebody in Engineering line help me.

.Flamboyance.

I just hate sitting in front of the desktop or lying on my bed doing nothing. There's nothing interesting on the web or on the TV. There's nothing I can do at home. I wanna go out. I need cash. I wanna shop. At home, food is the only companion. But it kills. As in my fats will be smiling. Another shit. Work? There's no work for the past 2 weeks. Dayme. Was lucky all this while that I had soccer every night. But in the daytime... Pure slack. Maybe I should hit the gym more often. I wanna start school fast. So I can fill my time with anything. Just anything. Sigh.

.Flamboyance.

Yeahh, yeahh. 23 points whatever. Even if that I got to use CCA points to minus. Hmmm. I'm still in dilemma man, although people has gone around saying "congrats bro." But I'm still not satisfied over it even though it's a little too late to mourn. All I can do is to pray hard that I can have the opportunity to squeeze into SP. God-Willing. PLEAASEE. RP is okay, but I wish to shoot higher.

1st Choice: Common Engineering Programme(CEP)-SP

2nd: Mechanical Engineering-SP

3rd: Mechanical Engineering-NP

4th: Electrical Engineering-NP

Dear God, I want this badly.

.Flamboyance.

PARANOID.

PARANOID.

PARANOIA.

.Flamboyance.

"O" LEVELS RESULT THIS MONDAY. AT 2PM.

That was what was displayed from a msg received from dad. Fear started to fill me up. Tsk. Haiyooo. Relax laa brudder. Tomorrow visiting poly open houses and catching Avatar 3D. Hope its an awesome day tomorrow. Its 3 in the morning. Too tired to babble. Bed-romancing is the best.

.Flamboyance.

A New Year. Which means a new me. I wanna change into a new leaf badly. I've been a sick moron for the past year. Just need a spark that can change everything in me. I need to look myself into the mirror and reflect. Sometimes I'm asking questions to myself, why am I like a faggot. Sigh. I'm begging that Discipline would slowly show me the path. So that procrastination will be eliminated. Cause its the worst part in me. Dragging when doing things or even before doing it.

As the 'O' Levels results are drawing nearer and nearer. I'm starting to feel all tensed up. Shyte. I just need 22 points or better. Hopes are high at the moment. Sigh. How I wish I could work extra harder during sec 5. Stupid asshole. No use mourning. IF only there's a restart button to life. Tsk.

.Flamboyance.