Lazy to blog these past few days. Always tired uhh beb. It's only between tired and lazy. Hehh. 'TIRED' - gym visits. As for 'LAZY' - No heart-pounding stories to share. Yeahh.

But I have a story to babble about. This is just for fun and my over-eggcited-ness. Cause there's an advert on TV3(Malaysian channel) about Twisties Lurve or something. And there's this DROP DEAD GORGEOUS lady who looked like Jessica Alba man. Holy Shit! Really, really. Those who have the TV3 channel, you can wait and watch the advert if you don't understand what I'm babbling about. She's dam gorgeous man. Holy Shit! If she's a S'porean actor, I swear I'm gonna find her. Hahhh! Fucking stalker. And Eva Mendes, I'm still loving you. Okay bye. -___-!

.Flamboyance.

Hmmm. Wrestlers have nice curve and defined muscles than can make ladies go crazy huh. Well, it's interesting to know how they got the curves, but it's hard to shape them. Most people said that they consume steroid or some other drugs that can sustain the muscles. Yeahh, I know Muslims can consume them. But even getting booster such as Weight-Gainer or Whey-Protein or whatever, may cost you some pennies. Tsk. And of course, they aren't cheap. Pfft. I hope to get one soon, but don't have enough notes in my wallet. Ohh man, how I wish to have a body like this idiot here. Maybe, it's impossible to get a body like him. But I'll be determined, to have a body something like that in the future man. Maybe not 100% the same. I don't know. I guess I'm just living in my own fantasy world here. Hehhe. Okay full of craps. Have a nice day. :)

.Flamboyance.

I think I wanna get myself a lappy man. The feeling is kinda cool I must say when you're sitting in front of the TV with the lappy on your lap. That's why it's called the LAPTOP. -___-! I can't feel that when I'm at home and I don't know why it's kinda tiring sitting in front of the comp. hmm. Ohhh, FYI I'm now at my cousin's house daaa. Came here yesterday. And it's damn enjoying here man. I'm not saying that my home isn't better, but, I don't know. I can feel the freedom here man! hahahaa! But I still, I don't know why. Sitting on a lazy couch, where you can laze on it in any relax posture, and a lappy on my lap like I said earlier. And watching wrestling? Yeahh. Hahahaa. Cool shit man. Over-eggcited beause of it's portability. Pardon my English if it's wrong. :) Hehhe.

Jamm-ed with mates yesterday, went to Esplanade after that. Attractive ladies here and there. Whoaa. And I can't be flamboyant around. Shit. Cause I only wore a black-lame-FSAS T-shirt, black berms and Reef slippers? With a guitar bag on my back. Hahh. Nevermind. Some mat-reps have attractive ladies by their side. I wonder how... To me, it's clearly impossible to get one. I'm not asking for sympathy. But it sucks. Most of the situation, I fell in love with ladies and got to know that they are either attached or they are 'Big-Fuckers' which turns me off. On the other hand, I don't crave for ladies. Ergh. So chill. Nevermind. I'm happy that I'm experiencing a chilling life here. Only alil boring. That's all. Hahhh. Alright, take care guys. :)

.Flamboyance.

Gym has been awesome. Made many friends there. Thanks to Syaheed for guiding me all this while. I think I can't do much without him. So yeahh, thanks. Now I'm more determined to get those muscles pumped up all over my body. Heheh. So hold on, ladies. eye2. Internet connection has been shitty. Tsk. Facebook will be inactive. Sigh. Jamming with mates tomorrow. And dreading for soccer. Hope to play soon. Tsk. Exhausted. Off. Have fun, guys. :)

.Flamboyance.

Life has been monotonous since started schooling. Back and forth to school. Some practices at home and switch on the television for entertainment. Other than TVs, my PSP will be my companion instead. Sleeping time has always been early. Sigh. Nothing else to do man. Now I can feel the wasted-ness of repeating my 'O' Levels. Darn. Nevertheless, I'll take full opportunity for this year. Hopefully, results will be on my side. Long way to go man.

On the other hand, somehow I find skating activities cool man. I haven't get my hands on them, but maybe, just MAYBE, I'm gonna take a shot at it. Hmmms. I wonder. Cause I find that skaters have a cool life man. They got the decks and their chicks to be flamboyant about. No man, I'm not trying to follow others, but something had sparked in me about skating. Which I don't know why and what. Don't have any impression on me yet, cause I don't promise anything. It's just a consideration. And if I do, it's just for fun out of it. But I'm gonna put my heart on it. Gyeahh! I can feel it man! Hahh. Nevermind. Sleepy now. And gonna crash soon. And ohh, this time round I'm really gonna be missing in action. Facing the comp has been draggy for the past few weeks. Hahh. Will get back soon. Have a good life ahead, guys. :)

.Flamboyance.

School's cool man. Conducive enviro. Small class. Different kinds of student. All are either quiet or nerd. Only most of them frequently ask questions on something which is obvious. If you know what I mean. But this dude, is such a weirdo. He'll always ask STUPID questions here and there. Ahahahaa! I find him funny man. He reminds me of Dickson, for those for used to be in WRSS. But not that irritating like him. Cause he look like a sixteen year old dude, but in fact he's 26. And has a Ribena pencil box? I just feel like going up to him and ask, "Hey dude, do you wanna spank some ladies' ass?" Hahahahaaa. Never mind. As long as he's not distruptive, is okay. Sadly, no cool ladies or dudes in the class. Sigh. Offering A. maths. There's one "okay-looking" lady, but talkative. Hahha. A maths is not bad. But need hours of practice. Still, I find it hard since the first lesson man. hahh. No matter what, I have to strive. Aimed for SP. Tired. Bye.

Kam + Syah: Whoa, chill dudes. Tone dier bukan negative. Don't get me wrong man. Seriously, aku tkde time nk berleteh sane sini pat blog aku nii. C'mon man, your words are true, no time for hatred and jealousy. Lagipon, gue tkd maki2 nama korang pe pat blog. I post it up just because some dudes mentioned your name negatively here and there. That's all. Chillax man. Korang kalau nk igt aku tknk mengaku ke, atau aku bebual mepek ke, tknk percaya ke, tuu korang nye pasal. Kalau nk dendam ngan aku pon tuu korang nye psl. Okay? Bye.

.Flamboyance.

Gonna start schooling tomorrow. Most probably my blog will be dead for don't know how long. Cause I'm not gonna face the comp again. Haishh. Dad's gonna keep the cable. Ohhh man. Will blog as soon as possible. :)

Have a good night guys.

.Flamboyance.

Tired. Match against AJFC. Lost 5-4. Last goal was my mistake. Shitte. Hahahaha. Nevermind. In AJFC, Sam = Diver. Syah + Kamarul = Always insult people behind their back. Haishh. For what reasons? Let them be laa. I'm not that affected although I'm in the list too. Sigh. Surprisingly, the most coolest dude in AJFC is Sham. A changed person I can see.

I'll start schooling on Monday. Wohooo! Can't wait, just because I'm resitting for my 'O' Levels again. Hope there's some interesting classmates. Especially ladies. No, don't think negatively towards me. It's because I have more conflict with guys than girls. And ladies are more matured in the way they communicate with people. They are the most interesting creature alive too. eye2. Except for the ladies mentioned on the previous post. Pfffft. Alright. chill pills guys!

.Flamboyance.

I think Syafiqah is making a point. Sometimes it's USELESS to treasure most of your old friends. Maybe for only a handful of it. Why? Cause they don't give a fuck about you after we've graduated. She reminded me of this A & D. Hahhh. You guys don't try to claim that we're missing each other. Or one another. Fuck you. That's all pure BULLSHIT. I'm missing you guys? It's the most wackiest thing ever. And for you 'A', you're seriously an IMMATURE piece of junk. Why? Cause all you've babbled for the past times is also pure HIPPO-SHIT. Worse than that, I guess. I think you've contradicted your words. "Ladies are more mature than men." A big "PFFFFFT". How about yourself? We, as friends in our past times used to quarrel like as if we were in a rocky relationship. Pardon me. But it's the best way to describe it.

I mean, we were that close and we still quarrel that much? Worst still, sometimes over little things. Hahh. You really have to control your temper man. No, no, noo, I'm not saying that I'm perfect too. BUT, at least I don't have 'wailing' tempers like you do. Any objections? And the way you describe yourself is as if you're an ANGEL. PFFFFT. "I'll still try to be nice towards my boyfriend, even how mad he is, whoever he is. But towards friends, I can't help if I get mad." Your 'V'! Then don't think of having friends and go suck his balls laa instead. Pardon my language again. Hey, don't look yourself in the mirror but SCREEN it instead, before commenting on others. Serve you right that your best friend is avoiding you. Hahhh. Try to make changes after you're noticed by friends. And I'll have to agree with Syafiqah that graduating from secondary school IS a happy experience. Why? Cause some friends don't appreciate your presence when you're around them. Still, I missed my secondary school's atmosphere and all. Especially the daily life of it. How I wish that secondary school education life is longer than 4 or 5 years. Or maybe forever? Pffft.

.Flamboyance.

SHITTE! I think this Sympathy song is haunting me. Really, dudes and babes. I don' t know why it's budging me every minute, every hour. Tsk. It's bad. People trying to chill, but it kept budging me . I kept reminiscing about that moment when the part for the bass solo and the amp is still shut. As in silence. Fuck you laa, amp. And that line which always struck my mind 'Why's there no sound duing your last song?' The performing mate who lend me his bass asked me in Malay at KFC nearby Arts House after performing. Wahh. That's when I got my wire FUSEEEDDDD~ Wondering why is it so hard to let it go. I tell others to chill, but I myself isn't. PARANOIA?.


To add to that misery, a 'far' friend of mine. He told me that he was at the gig, but I didn't notice him there. Popped up in MSN and he said that my band was cool and whatever shit. That's pleasant. Lead guitarist was on fire. Female vocalist, unexpected. Male vocalist pull through some high notes. blahh3. He noticed Syaheed's drum solo. He said it was good. Told me that the right guitarist facing the stage was relaxed. Yeahh. Then he asked, 'Was the bass amp 'spoilt' when you played There's No Sympathy?' Ehh babi kau laa pundek. Nasib baik aku tk brape sort uhh that time. Mcm sial uhh. Ehh bodo, kalau rosak takkan aku nk main, babi. Bodo nye anjing. Sundalan biol. Seriously, I need a remedy. Hahhaaa. It's really funny man. And 'it' loves to jump around in my head. Okayy enough, everyone take some 'chill pills' alright? Blahhh~

.Flamboyance.

.Flamboyance.