Every single day is a boring day. Do you know that? Hahhh. Nowadays, I'm sitting at home, feeling PARANOID. What to do. Cannot do anything laa. I wanna go out and work, but parents have BANNED me. Yeah. That's the word. And it's because of my "O" Levels result. Urgh. Nevermind, Choices have Consequences. So this is my consequence. Hmph. Now I'm stuck at home. I really wanna go to school man. At least there's something to do. But staying at home and watching the time flies is really dreadful. Going out won't be a solution. Why? MONEY. Yeah. It's hard for me to be thrifty. Although there's some notes in my wallet, still, I have to save it for rainy days. Hmmms. I just can't wait to apply as Private "O" Candidate. So I can start studying again. And with DETERMINATION. Fuhhh. Cocky shit. But I'll promise I will.


Hmmms. I don't know whether I'm jealous or not. But it seems that some of my friends are really as LUCKY as BASTARDS. One of my friend told me that there's a lady who's interested in him. He claimed that she's all over him, which is true. And communicating with him using bombastic words. You know who you are if you're reading this you lucky bastard. And another friend, he found out that this lady he's having a crush on likes him too. Whoa, and that lady is rated 8/10 for me. Good enough. Sigh. Wondering when will those similar situations fall on me. Well, not as similar laa. Just hoping for an ounce of attraction though. Maybe, I am jealous with their situations, just that I don't wanna admit. Have I?

.Flamboyance.