Facing life like a real man.
Life's full of challenges huh? Yeah, its really starting to get challenging for me. I have problems wondering about what my future lies ahead and parents to hypnotize. Yepp. HYPNOTIZE. Or 'Psycho'. Whatever it is. Actual story was: Mum and I went to my school to reapply back to school as I've made a decision to re-sit for my 'O' Levels again. Can't allow to get in, just because I was on my slippers. hahh. Whatever laa. Mom went in. Don't know what they were up to. She came out and suddenly told me to make a decision to select courses in ITE?! What the hell? No way. That 2 fucking bastards, which is the principal and my form teacher has poisoned my mum's mind. Arrghhhh! Shit! She's forcing me to get into Aerospace in Yishun Campus? NO WAAAAYYY! School of Hanyut. Urgh. Now I'm having probs slow-talking my mum.
I was really broken up when she asked me: Have you made your decision? So i said: Retaking 'O' Levels. She said: Okay fine. All the fees and expenses your gonna pay it YOURSELF. then she went off for work. My heart was ripped off for a moment. Seriously. It really hit me hard. My dad was already off-communication with me. So we didn't talk at all since the day I got my results. According to mum, he's really disappointed with my results. Now I understand how disappointing for a son destroying all hopes of a parent. Being the black sheep of the family. Not a good role model for my siblings. Its really sad. I know, mum and dad. But, I just need a single chance and a year to put me back on track. I know the fees and expenses are gonna be expensive. I don't know. Now, my parents are not suspending me from working. Tsk. Darns. Well, I guess this is the real life man. Challenges are coming up and fast. And it's time to face it like a real man. This is it. I seriously am clueless what's gonna happen next. Ohh God. Help me please...
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