Holy Shit and Frustrations. (Black holes and Revelations.) LONG POST.
Yesterday was our gig at Arts House, Playden. Awesome gig. I was lucky that I don't have stage frights or something. Hit the stage and we performed. Songs we're cool. After our 1st song, audiences suddenly started to fill up the hall. Holy Shitttt! I THINK they sang with us. Hahahhaa. Used someone's bass. Not Azmi's. Was damn lucky. Azmi's bass has 5 strings. Alil difficult. Played a four string bass and luckily it turns out to be cool. Except for the song There's No Sympathy For The Dead. Amp, was ON. Off and on again. Still no sound. Was looking forward for that song. Bass-fill-own-shit. Yepp. Before this, I tried my best to come out with some bass line for that particular part and fits in perfectly. But can't be flamboyant on the gig itself. Blardy. And what annoys me is that freaking question, 'why is there no sound? whats the cause?' And it's still haunting me and I don't know why. Why? CHICKEES were there. So with that little 'solo', I can try to 'impress' them or something. Hahahaaa! Jerk. Tried to hard to impress. Hahahaa. Paisehh btol. Seriously, I have to apologise to my band mates if I was kinda annoying just now. I myself felt weird and frustrated. Be in my shoes man. Never mind. I don't beg about the 'spotlight'. Sigh, sigh, sigh. I was really looking forward for that part man. Seriously. Bass amplifier was a bitch. I was really fed-up with it.
And you Ramdhan, you suck man. You've changed and become a DICKHEAD MOFO. Came to your house and asked if you could lend me your bass, instead you asked me to went off. And you said that I came like an 'un-civilised' manner. Wth?! Ehhh, FUCK YOU. I just come and ask a simple question. Bodo. You denied that you will allow me to borrow your bass. Hahh. Childish. But I swear that you didn't told me that, dickhead. You're lucky that I was infront of your doorstep. Azirwan said that I'm stupid. Why? Coz I didn't fought back. Diam kau pantat. Never mind. Fought over a small thing. Eeeeee. Childish dickhead. He's a stupid idiot. These kind of people are better off dead. Alright, I need to chill. "There's No Sympathy For The Dead" is haunting me right now. Blahhh~
And ohhh, feel free to correct my english. XD HAHAHAAAA! Leave it at the tagboard. :)
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