Dear Guitarist.
Frustration lingers around. Fuck man. Parents always think that we're still "young" and usually they restrict us from tasting "FREEDOM". Sigh. Maybe it's just my typical-minded parents and not yours. Ohh cmon man, its just a day trip to KL and back home on the night itself. I just wanna watch my dream team play in front of my eyes. Although its quite a distance from the stands. Sometimes I dont understand my parents marne. Hmmms. Once I've thought to sneak out my passport and run to KL. Shit. But too much of stupid obstacles running in my mind. Damn. One of it is that, I'll get a freaking bus accident if I betray my parents or something. Stupid right? Fuck. Ahh who cares. But still, I dont know if its over or not. What if there's changes and my parents gave me the Green Light? And realise that my thoughts are true? ..... SNAP! Nonononnooo. This is not a scene from the movie Final Destination you dumbfuck. Touchwood. :)
Alright dude. I've make this into a less "hurting" way to bring a matter up to you. I've made a previous post which may sound alil harsh for you. Just follow these points and shut up and chill alright.
1. You don't have to pester about your band mates like that or make sarcastic tones to make us choke if we came across such phrases through your blog. That's fucking unnecessary dude.
2. There's nothing we can do if his decision is final, and as a result we cant jamm like we always do. People are busy with our/their own daily fucking life. We can only feel frustrated to at least make him feel alil guilty.
3. I have passion for this band, thats why I gave honest feedbacks here and there but there are still some setbacks that got in the way. Yeahh, we can always talk about it. Its up to our ears if they wanna listen and take actions appropriately.
4. If you think that making songs AllByYourself makes you feel so "lonely", then dont. Yeah, I understand that our vox AtLeast helped here and there. You may ask me for my reasons. Again, i'm not making any harsh statement here so shut the fucking up.
5. Lastly, if you think that i'm wrong, then you may prepare something to shut me, the fuck up. So dont get so pissed off or get the wrong picture here.
Peace.
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