I can feel the pressure. Less than 3 months to O-levels. I can feel the heat already. No please. Past is haunting me. But I cant let it repeat again. My motivation is only when I reminisce about the day when I took my o levels result at my school hall. Damn its really chest-tearing experience. A very tight slap in my face. Well I cant "refund" time here. Shitt. I wanna start studying. I need a virgin tight schedule to make myself busy. I can do it. SP is my aim. Cmon dude.

No more hardcore music. No more deafening noise in the ears. Its all gonna be left behind for me. Im gonna try to stop listening to heavy music man. Seriously. Its really sickening. Okay maybe melodic-ly, I will listen laa. But it wont capture my attention like last time. Im not saying that I WONT listen to these music forever or what laa. Maybe I'll just listen to it for the sake of listening. Or indie-like should be okay. And I'll listen less to MUSE shits. They are the best band on Earth, I know. But I dont know why this music stream has attracted me alot. Shit mayne. Ive changed direction. Post-Rock. Yeah dude, POST-ROCK is the new shit. Soothing music is reaaaally cool. Or maybe there are some "noisy part" to it. Post rock is actually music that has less or no vocals needed in a song. Yeah, no singing is the best. Everything is through instrumentation. Get to a peaceful place and blast Post-Rock music, then you'll know. There are some samples if you wanna listen to how it may sound through my player. Its a whole new level. Trying to discover how these musicians express themselves in a MONO wayy. This may sound ridiculous to you, but, FUCK YOU. Dont ever judge me. Hmms...

.Flamboyance.