Paranoia
Sometimes I feel so lost and worried. Although I shouldn't. It always runs through my mind. Thinking about where my future will lie. Careless mistakes in Maths 2 are really haunting me. Sigh. I really have no idea of what my results going to be. I should be enjoying, not thinking about my results. Even if I flop, theres nothing I could do about it. There was once when I pictured the scenario randomly, when I'm left a few seconds to view my results. Nervousness fuels me and when I glanced at my results, they aren't what I'm expecting. That's when my heart will shatter again for the 2nd time and my life will be in a pandemonium state. What worries me more is the fucking 'moderation' that will moderate all of our results. Shit, I'm feeling really worried and paranoid right now. I need to calm myself down. 22 points and below will be just nice. And I'm praying hard that I wont make it to RP, although the school is geographically tempting for me. Few blocks away to the school. Oh God, please help me to calm my soul down. Berserk.
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